my last upload for awhile - nothing to good to photograph at present - just seem to be doing flowers and not particularly good ones or photographing anything just to have a picture to put on here. the regular very low interest levels in my portfolio prove to me my stuff is just dull and tedious so a break will hopefully improve that situation because has destroyed any confidence or self esteme i used to have in my photography. my time i spend here just feels like competing in a competition i will never win. i want my photography to bring pleasure to people when they view my creations the way it does for me creating it and i don't feel that these days.
thanks to those who have commented over the time, i have always highly appreciated your words.