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Dads are awkward people to but presents for at christmas time, they usually end up getting something mundane like socks, or a tankard, or slippers. Boring. So i put myself in his shoes, no easy task, im a size 5 and he is a size 13, and came up with a fab present! Like me, he has an interest i...

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I have not been a grumpy bum in ages! I used t get wound up over the smallest thing, now i just dont have time, and i long since accepted that anything beyond my control isn't worth getting my knickers in a twist over, if the net goes down, ill read a book, if i cant pay a bill this week, it can wa...

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18/11/2012 - 12:19 AM

Coming Soon

Well, thats now 100 paid deposit on my next camera, the Leica V-Lux 3. Why this model? Surely there are others which are cheaper with similar specs? Yes! I have wanted a new camera for months, absolute months. Typically i was going to go down the traditional SLR route, but then i had a change...

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16/11/2012 - 11:54 AM

For Sale

I decided to place my studio lighting gear up for sale, the kit includes 2 Interfit EX150 flash heads, 2 shoot through brollies, 2 gold and 2 silver brollys, 50x50 softbox, stands, leads, triggers....all working perfectly as it should, but one modelling light has gone, can replace if needed. Used v...

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11/09/2012 - 1:36 PM

A-W/12

Just 5 weeks ago i went into hospital to have teeth removed. When i was born it was quite apparent that i was a bit poorly, i had no finger nails, toe nails, which was down to a calcium deficiency, and the cleft pallet. Eventually the finger and toe nails came, though they look shabby right no...

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Never mind the rain.... I ordered a black and silver brolly from amazon recently, it arrived this morning and typically i could not wait to use it. Its a cheap one from THT Trading, if you are familiar with them, bargain basement prices, enough said. Though i have to admit, i am yet to be let ...

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24/06/2012 - 12:45 PM

the wedding

A month has passed since my last blog here. Yesterday we had the wedding! My brother finally made an honest woman out of his girlfriend and the mother of their two children, nelly and reece. The wedding has been in planning for months and months, and got more intense as the weeks went by. The ...

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28/05/2012 - 11:50 PM

An Evening with Charlie Waite

After Ansel Adams, Charlie Waite is probably the most well known, best loved landscape photographers who has ever lived. I first became aware after ordering his book, The Making Of Landscape Photographs, through those book clubs which were spammed a lot in photography magazines. This was probabl...

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25/03/2012 - 5:40 PM

no evidence of psychosis

As some of you know, i went to my GP in december and told him about my gender identity issues, since then things have really moved apace, so swiftly. In feb i had to see a social worker, who then referred me to a psychiatrist, which happened last monday on the 19th march 2012. Both meetings went ...

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01/01/2012 - 1:54 PM

2012 so far...

.........is good :) Spent last night at Slinky Minkys in Cambridge town rubbing shoulders with some minor c4 celebs, and it was not a bad night, not the sort of club id go to regular, its a LGBT night club, i prefer regular places personally but NYE has to be a bit different i think. Though i ...

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28/12/2011 - 3:38 AM

Lost for words....

Most people seem to gain weight over christmas, well I just had to be different, didn't I? My usual weight is 8st 2lbs, tonight I weighed myself and I am 7st 5lbs. No, not on some weird faddy diet, and no, its not the eating disorder. Been a tad poorly these past few days, no appetite, felt like...

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21/12/2011 - 3:39 AM

2 months time

Exactly, will be my date with an assessment clinic, psychologist/psychiatrist, something like that. Not long to go, 2 months, they will soon pass. Plenty of time to gather my thoughts and reflect on matters close to the heart. In the meantime im going to get myself a tattoo. Beginnin...

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11/12/2011 - 6:25 AM

Waves Heyllo

Hiya :) I could not wait until the new year to change my name here, so i did it a few minutes ago. Yes, formerly Rob Alexander, a name which has no meaning to me, soon to become Alexandra Starr D?????? (haha not telling you my real surname). The Starr bit is actually my mums middle name, and ...

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08/12/2011 - 5:23 PM

Coming Out

Today i did the bravest thing i have ever done so far. I told my parents that i am transgendered. I told them everything, without getting too emotional, i really held it together, didnt know i had it in me and im so proud. To their credit they were brilliant, as i thought, my mum kinda knew b...

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06/12/2011 - 7:28 AM

2012

Suddenly stopped working again. Cant seem to face it right now. Cant focus. There is more to my struggle than an eating disorder, and i think it is time to seek proper guidance, so in the new year i will be making an appointment with my GP to see whether or not i do have gender dysphoric issu...

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