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By DeLone
Tis true, my form is something odd
but blaming me, is blaming God,
Could I create myself anew
I would not fail in pleasing you.


Tags: Portraits and people DeLone

Voters: JackAllTog, georgiepoolie, PranavMishra and 7 more

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PranavMishra 8 52 18 India
1 Oct 2015 10:00PM
unique and very impressive work..

and nice words..

after some thought, these would be my words..

and I would like to talk to myself..

after a very long struggle.. i have come to discover simple truths about life.. truth is always simple.. it is not twisted.. whatever is twisted does not last.. it changes forms.. complexity brings complexity.. the form keeps changing.. your ideas keep changing.. you dance as you have discovered new ideas.. but those ideas keep changing.. your fate does not change.. you keep shifting.. hoping that one day you will discover an idea that is your very own, and at the same time sustain.. you fail.. you can start afresh.. as you wish.. you will fail again.. then one day you will be pleased to count how many times you have failed to reach that 'final' idea.. not that you have reached..
you have fought for existence at so many different levels.. at least 4.. all processes going together uninterrupted.. the basis of your life.. then your struggle because without struggle, without something happening, life is dead for you.. then above that, your quest to understand everything that makes a human.. and above that, a higher form, a station that does not shake you in anything.. apart from so many things.. not to mention thinking about people, trying to make them happy.. and almost always in turbulence.. drinking, hangovers, rash driving.. humiliations, insults.. great deprivations, utter neglect..
it does not matter what you did.. how you went through it.. some fighting spirit, mind, people you kept meeting and you just sucked them for inspiration.. (that was never enough because you were stubborn, not to mention you are very egoist in some matters.. you had been)..
you may be total junk.. but I affirm it needs great courage to admit so many times that you were wrong.. and you need to start afresh.. and you did it very often.. not only that you kept your own mind under surveillance and investigation.. you registered 'consciously' what you have been through, what you are going through, disregarding entirely that you have been so tortured all your life.. you just do not understand that if you are alive, it was because you are very, very lucky.. you escaped death many times of your life.. and twice in just fifteen days.. you did not listen.. you believed if you were saved, there must be a reason behind it..

anyway.. that was my past.. and I am through.. I think very simply.. it is not that someone has really taught me anything here.. just one thing that we all are animals.. just that.. apart from that I have learnt through love.. and respect.. knowing about people and understanding them.. through them trying to relate reality..
must say my own mind has changed so much, seen so much during this time that I know the futility of a floating mind.. all I want to care for, and have been caring for months, is the love of a woman, and I want to give her all the happiness I can.. all I care for is a very normal life.. that seems a very ordinary thing.. but for me it is invaluable.. because I never had a normal life..
PranavMishra 8 52 18 India
1 Oct 2015 10:41PM
I wish to write again.. hope you do not mind.. the image brings out much from me..
- I was wrong in saying I have not learnt from people.. it is just that it has formed with time.. through a complex time, it becomes difficult to account for that.. BUT I HAVE.. and I have accepted it too earlier.. I must say there is a person who has got me through some good deal (pls don't misjudge.. ).. It is not that I believed her words when she said those words but they were always at the back of mind.. and they helped a lot in forming what I am now and how I think.. it is just that my mind has seen so many changes at such a fast pace..
- Sorry.. I became very egoistic..
bluesandtwos 11 519 1 England
2 Oct 2015 7:27AM
Suitably weird, nice one! Grin

TanyaH Plus
18 1.3k 411 United Kingdom
2 Oct 2015 10:40AM
Well, that's possibly one of the oddest things I've seen in a long while - but exceptionally creative and unique. Truly impressive work!
Niknut Plus
11 2.9k 82 United Kingdom
2 Oct 2015 5:28PM
Amazing !!!!!.Smile

Gorra try & eat my tea now ???????.Sad

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